Hi hi

Having Sir's training tomorrow. At 7am. Any other friends want to tag along and watch/train with us? It's at a stadium not far away, where we go for our sports day.
Have quite some things to do. Not much homework, but there are alot of tests coming up. Abit stressed you know, kind of feel more moody nowadays. Sorry, I might have pissed off some people.
Missing my bokken in school... Anyway, for the decorations, we need to work hard. I want to make a banner (using paper). We shall see first. OIC may not want it. Depends. And I hope everyone will cooperate for the sticky notes. Yep.
Feel bored, kind of... Oh, and History have project again... Sigh...
Not much to say really, just that I'm feeling kind of tired. Rest later... And do some exercises too... Must get short timing for 2.4km.
やれやれ…
どこへも行かない。
本当に忙しいね…
暇な日がない…
じゃあ。
また。

妖夢

Training

Yesterday's training... not bad. The drills were okay. We learnt the proper procedures for falling in and falling out. And taking over as IC. Then I'm in Apache. We split into two again. Not a bad arrangement. It's a good way to help us train better.
Then was Sir's PT... Whoa, we just went to the hall and did lots of 5BX, then we trained with Sir. He made us keep doing stairs stepping. Up and down, like going up stairs. Very tired for run-like, so did walk-like, which is very easy. We counted from in counts of 4 100 times, repeat from 1, repeat again, stop repeating but continuing doing for over 15min (?). Total should be about 550 counts of 4. LOL, many people were tired. I was kind of tired. Then that was it, I found out I was chosen for orienteering, but it could change anyway, I bet the strong guy in our class in NCC will be a better choice.
Right then, that's about it. Every week will have a orienteering training with Sir...
Okay, bye.
妖夢

Orienteering and all that...

Well... today's orienteering was interesting... First 2.4km. No. 3... Sad... Extreme stitch... Hope real thing no stitch... Then circuit training... not bad... quite easy...
Then was orienteering trial... 8 stations... They seriously hide it everywhere... LOL
After that AAR and go home!!! Went to class and met ルーミア and チルノ. Then went play bball with Curt, MY and SKY for some time. LOL, quite fun...
That's about it... One message: 妖夢は私のです！！！　Don't snatch!!! Or I'll cut you and drain your spring!!!
妖夢

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Hi hi...
This blog is now lniked on my class blog, so I will say again... This blog may or may not contain any unnecessary stuff... I will not use names. But some might still know who I might be refering to if I ever want to talk about a person. Sorry in advance if I offend anyone.
So now... what to do?
NCC and NPCC combine for National Day decorations... hmm... NCC is small in our class... Am I the 2IC? And チルノ is the OIC... I think. Who knows... The same... Whether we have OIC or none... the same... We WILL still DO OUR BEST! So staying back tomorrow... LOL, nothing better to do... Let's not get too emotional on this blog...
I just want to say, please visit the class blog, there may be important updates. The best would be to visit everyday, the second is to visit every Friday or Saturday. You may also wish to visit 妖夢のブロッグ (YOUMU'S BLOG, which is this). This is because I may post on my blog instead sometime.
Right... Let's work hard. Finish your Mathematics... That's it...
じゃあ、　また。
妖夢魂魄です～

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Sigh... Sigh...
What to do... Nothing. It's impossible... No way...

Right, Touhou is fun, what the hell-
I only like KONPAKU YOUMU, so what can I do? Nothing... Just anyhow choose more likes... Stupid... How can you force a person to like something?! It's impossible. I don't really like Wriggle, nor Shikieiki. I just have to choose them under likes... What the hell?!

Sigh... really bored. Downloading something, something that requires a long long time..............

Really, should do Literature poem later... When I get my inspiration.

I feel like I'm living in Jae's life... Something similar that occured to him occured to me in the past few days... Sigh... Really, Jae is a nice guy, you guys just don't know how to see it. I can see it. You can't. Look deeper... Everyone.. they all have a hidden personality...

Right... Enough... time to go... Good luck...

Why am I saying that?

Who knows... Sigh... Well well, Youmu here.
獄界剣「二百由旬の一閃」

夢見てる？　なにも見てない？　語るも無駄な自分の言葉。

Green is nice!!!

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Here's a poem from an inspiration (maybe I'll use it in Literature):
What I realized
The glass shatters
The frozen blood
The feeling of disbelieve
But yet acceptance of reality
The confusing thoughts
Swirling about in my brain
Never will I
Repeat my mistakes
The deadly mistakes.
What I did wrong... I will correct. But note that what I did wrong is probably not known to you. Don't give wild guesses. 無理だから。
I know... I act strange in school. Everywhere... But yet, I'm not much different from any of you... I'm never direct...
I won't, cannot make any more mistakes... It will make me pain... Make me suffer.
The soul freezes
One more thing, this is no longer private. If anyone's feelings are hurt because of my posts, I'm sorry, you can talk to me in school.
After so long...
Konpaku

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This song really depicts most of my feelings, and I really like it. It's really a nice song. You can listen to it on Cypher's blog or on youtube. Watch the shadow animation or listen to the full song.

Bad Apple!!
Arrange= Masayoshi Minoshima Lyrics= Haruka Vocal= nomico
Nagareteku toki no naka de demo kedarusa ga hora guruguru mawatte Watashi kara hanareru kokoro mo mienaiwa sou shiranai?	Even in the midst of flowing time, I feel languid, look, spinning around and around. I can't even see the heart that's leaving me, didn't you know?
Jibun kara ugoku koto mo naku toki no sukima ni nagasare tsuzukete Shiranai wa mawari no koto nado watashi wa watashi sore dake	I can't even get myself to move, I continue to be washed down the cracks of time. I don't know anything about what's around me, I'm just me and no more.
Yume miteru? Nani mo mitenai? Kataru mo muda na jibun no kotoba Kanashimu nante tsukareru dake yo nani mo kanjizu sugoseba ii no	Am I dreaming? Or seeing nothing? My words are useless even if I speak. I'm just tired of being sad, I should go on without feeling anything.
Tomadou kotoba ataerarete mo jibun no kokoro tada uwa no sora Moshi watashi kara ugoku no naraba subete kaeru no nara kuro ni suru	Even if you give me the words I'm at a loss for, my heart just won't pay attention. If I move myself away, if I change everything, I’ll turn it all black.
Konna jibun ni mirai wa aru no? Konna sekai ni watashi wa iru no? Ima setsunai no? Ima kanashii no? Jibun no koto mo wakaranai mama	Is there a future for someone like me? Will I still exist in a world like this? Is this painful? Is it sad? Not even knowing myself.
Ayumu koto sae tsukareru dake yo hito no koto nado shiri mo shinaiwa Konna watashi mo kawareru no nara moshi kawareru no nara shiro ni naru	I'm just tired even of walking, I don't even understand people. If someone like me can change, if I can change, will I turn white?
Nagareteku toki no naka de demo kedarusa ga hora guruguru mawatte Watashi kara hanareru kokoro mo mienaiwa sou shiranai?	Even in the midst of flowing time, I feel languid, look, spinning around and around. I can't even see the heart that's leaving me, didn't you know?
Jibun kara ugoku koto mo naku toki no sukima ni nagasare tsuzukete Shiranai wa mawari no koto nado watashi wa watashi sore dake	I can't even get myself to move, I continue to be washed down the cracks of time. I don't know anything about what's around me, I'm just me and no more.
Yume miteru? Nani mo mitenai? Kataru mo muda na jibun no kotoba Kanashimu nante tsukareru dake yo nani mo kanjizu sugoseba ii no	Am I dreaming? Or seeing nothing? My words are useless even if I speak. I'm just tired of being sad, I should go on without feeling anything.
Tomadou kotoba ataerarete mo jibun no kokoro tada uwa no sora Moshi watashi kara ugoku no naraba subete kaeru no nara kuro ni suru	Even if you give me the words I'm at a loss for, my heart just won't pay attention. If I can move, if I change everything, I’ll turn it all black.
Muda na jikan ni mirai wa aru no? Konna tokoro ni watashi wa iru no? Watashi no koto wo iitai naraba kotoba ni suru no nara [rokudenashi]	Is there a future to come out of this useless time? Will I exist in a place like this? If I wanted to tell you what kind of person I am, the words I'd use would be "good for nothing."
Konna tokoro ni watashi wa iru no? Konna jikan ni watashi wa iru no? Konna watashi mo kawareru no nara moshi kawareru no nara shiro ni naru	Will I exist in a place like this? Will I exist in a time like this? If someone like me can change, if I can change, will I turn white?
Ima yume miteru? Nani mo mitenai? Kataru mo muda na jibun no kotoba Kanashimu nante tsukareru dake yo nani mo kanjizu sugoseba ii no	Am I dreaming now? Or seeing nothing? My words are useless even if I speak. I'm just tired of being sad, I should go on without feeling anything.
Tomadou kotoba ataeraretemo jibun no kokoro tada uwa no sora Moshi watashi kara ugoku no naraba subete kaeru no nara kuro ni suru	Even if you give me the words I'm at a loss for, my heart just won't pay attention. If I can move, if I change everything, I’ll turn it all black.
Ugoku no naraba ugoku no naraba subete kowasuwa subete kowasuwa Kanashimu naraba kanashimu naraba watashi no kokoro shiroku kawareru?	If I move, if I move, I’ll destroy everything, I’ll destroy everything. If I grieve, if I grieve, can my heart turn white?
Anata no koto mo watashi no koto mo subete no koto mo mada shiranai no Omoi mabuta wo aketa no naraba subete kowasu no nara kuro ni nare!!!	I still don’t know about you, about myself, about everything. If I can open my heavy eyelids, if I break everything, then turn black!!!

Really a brilliant song
Signed,
Youmu